I'd much rather doubt than believe. Thing is, it makes me a good songwriter but a terrible christ-follower.
I have a propensity for mistrust. It's why I'm a bad friend and an even worse employee.
Inside, I like being angry and frustrated better than I like being happy and at peace. It's easier. I like being lazy.
Whenever I do good, I immediately assume that I've done so because I should and not because I really wanted to.
The ball of tension in my gut is the dark secret thing that I nurture so I have a feeling I can always count on.
I constantly look for what I can get out of a situation or relationship - sometimes without even knowing it.
I don't know if I really believe all this crap.
Like my jokes? It's a dark humor. You wouldn't understand.
I find my self worth in possessing a skill, aptitude, idea or knowledge that no one else does. It makes me better than everyone.
I have an insatiable need for affirmation. It's like a bottomless tub of popcorn that gets stuck on your tonsils.
I have an unending desire to feel special. By the very nature of my need it cannot be met.
My needs are defined by my wants and I always want more. Therefore I always need more. I'm a needy poor soul - according to me.
This is an evil stream of subconsciousness that is totally given over to the selfish things I am feeling inside. Have a great day! TMF